. in the depths of despair.
for life hasn't been fair
I find myself in pill after pill..
unnamed, unknown and of my free will..
trying to find sleep.. trying to find peace..
i have been there before -- been given new lease..
got no tears left.. for all have been spent..
been ages since somethings' really meant.
it's just another day.. will go its own way..
no mountains to climb.. no paths to lay anew..
time goes by now.. seen but by few..
feel nothing now - but the pain of you..
Something's amiss .. quite the abyss..
feel wanted no more.. feel needed no more..
whatever i fill, the void eats it..
back again darkness meets it..
